I was awake until 5am this morning. I just couldn't sleep, lots going round in my head. I feel rubbish from the chemo as well as I'm now into my second week of taking my 6th dose. I've put this photo on here today not to depress people but to show you that I get days when I feel unwell and I want this blog to be real. Living with a serious illness is very tiring. No matter how hard I try to put on a brave face for family and friends and because of this I think sometimes they don't realise how the real Dee is feeling inside.
I am a Christian but that doesn't mean that I don't get bad days and admitting this doesn't mean I lack Faith either. Being a Christian is about being honest not only to others but to yourself as well. You can hide from people but never from God. He knows how I am feeling and today I have just let myself sink into his caring arms and rested.
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