Please forgive me for not haven written on here for a while. I've been extremely fatigued, also had bad tummy, it all started last Saturday night after we had been out for a meal. I had a few glasses of wine and thought that it was mixing the wine with the chemo but found out that the following day our friend also had felt a bit unwell and so am wondering if it was something I ate. I still have a bad tummy five days later.
The soles of my feet are so sore and blistered today and the tips of my fingers are dead and tender. I find little things difficult like taking the foil cap off the milk carton. The deadness in the fingers are caused by the chemo and are irriversable.
I have been told by my husband Chris that I am not allowed to do anything Christmas Day and that he and James and Sarah will take care of everything. It will be hard to sit back and watch as I have always done the cooking.
I have been watching people rushing around to make the perfect Christmas. For me seeing my family on the day will be perfect for me and I don't care about anything else. Being alive is everything.
I love my Husband and my kids James and Sarah very much.
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